Back In Black

I been here for a long time.
I met good people and bad people.
because of my temper I choose to stay away from bad people, I graduate as a lawyer because I believed in justice, however I can't say that I will follow the laws not matter what, If I break the law once, I can't say that I follow the law anymore right? (how about when its about helping others?)
I think about doing good , but I also think that everytime that I do something that I consider "good " I might hurt others somehow.
I have a hard time trusting people, I just can't stand people that either believes that are better than other or hypocrites.
I rather prefer somebody that tells me " I dont like you" that somebody that smiles at me and pretend that we are cool.
I have the horrible habit or analizing every sinlge possible scenario at least 3 times before making a desicion, and I always put myself in the worst case scenario so I can come up with at least 3 possible solutions.
Some poeple think I am arrogant, however it's just that I am proud of all my archivements, not to impress or make somebody happy, but because I want to see how far I can go.
somebody told me once that there is a difference between bragging and bluffing, neither its good , but I will choose the the first one at the end.
I laugh everytime that somebody understimate me, I always conquer any difficulties.
something that makes me sad its when people lie or pretend, basically because I always can tell, either by looking at them (eyes , hand gestures , body language and so mane psychology books and studies that I read and did in order to become a lawyer).
tolerance will make this a better world, however I realized that there is no more black and white only, there always will be the gray area. (sadly)
My biggest challenge its becoming better that the day I was before.
I try to smile even in the worst case scenario.
Somebody told me once that I dont believe in happiness , they might be right.
I always put people before me, not because I want something in return, but because it is the right thing to do (and I dont tell anybody, that only stays between me and God ).
If by making a material sacrifice or being generous I can bring happiness to somebody that deserves it , then I will give up everything that I have again and again.
Sometimes I am annoying, but the truth its that I am looking to see how people react in those cases.
I always pay attention when somebody talks to me , even if I love to pretend that I am not, so I can understand what kind of person is in front of me.

I always need somebody that will show me that there is still "hope"
After my last trip I come up with a new resolution, ...........

I changed a lot during the last 5 years of my life,(for better , for worse, you tell me ), but
It is time to be Back in Black.


Azrael


ok gentita , les dije que iba a poner un testimonio y lo hice, conformense y traduzcanlo.